It's the present that matters. The same idea can occur in smaller societies like a family. There is no person besides my mom that has showed the love and care she's shown for me. Messages You have no messages. Anonymous Do girls enjoy gets pressed boobs over dress? Even those 'Psychology Today' posts have really decent insights on things like a partners anger or shame or guilt or inability to apologize etc. With that being said it's really a matter of how much you actually love her this is why I say think long and hard and if you don't think you can let go then let o of her your not a bad person for doing it because your looking for your happiness as are many others but right now you have to think about solely you and ask yourself am I mentally strong enough to stop thinking of her as something that I morally hate?
After I had felt the score was settled, then I find out more.
My girlfriend is still in contact with a guy she used to hook up with
Any straight guy imagining other dicks in his girlfriends vagina, past or not past are at very least disgusted if not angry. Because I imagine if she's cheating it would break you, so let her know you care and on my part I truly hope she isn't cheating. I feel disgusted and dirty to even ever talk about this. This led to the genesis of doubt in me and I started snooping on her. The activities I did and she is unaware of, consisted of a blow job from a fat chick prior to meeting her, my wife was the first person I had sex with She can't change her past and it has no impact on how she is with you. Focus on the now and with her instead of her past.